and I'm still in the same transitional state, or just another one. Something must happen at this time of year - the academic year is in full swing, or for others, grinding to a halt, Christmas is looming to be shortly followed by celebrations of the New Year giving folk the freedom to open the door to 2010 and leave the past behind, let's not leave the lessons. Perhaps the number gives significance, such as when children reach 'double-figures' they are promoted a step up the maturity ladder.
Today, when I found a kindered spirt in a friend who suffers my same dilemas, said "So many people I have been speaking to are all the same, not sure to go home and start studying or finishing their studies, or to keep travelling, or to go to some other destination and start there.... i think it is the whole thing of all good things must come to an end and the "what am i going to do next" thing too!!! I just wish some times some one could make up my mind for me.... "
It makes me wonder, we're all so different and all the same, part of this great global conciousness...
Myself, I see 2010 as the opportunity to disregard my reservations about committment, career, university, change of discipline and so on. Great things are happening, my life feels like the swell of a storm about to break open all kinds of adventure and activity, I must be realistic and expect that the misadventures and pain will follow. But hey, isn't that what life is all about?
A good time to look upon all of the accomplishments we have made, lessons we have learnt, friends we have made, loves we have lost and experiences shared... It just makes me think, "wow, what a year", and still there are 6 weeks remaining...
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